Just like it is.

They say true love doesn't come to you, but it is within you.

There are so many things you can agree on, but anything can have two meanings. Like sides of a coin, it just matters how it falls

-The Truth About Forever

"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart."

- One Tree Hill

I don’t know anyone who isn’t haunted by something or someone. And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel or shove it in the back of a closet- our efforts usually fail. So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page or put an old story to rest- finally, finally to rest.

- Grey’s Anatomy

Yeah I like reading quotes, I don't know why. At least there are some that make my day.

I like this, You should never have a regret. Look at it this way instead, if it was good, it's wonderful. If it was bad, it was an experience. Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't change anything, it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.





School seems to be a total waste of time. I have to admit some teachers are really nice to go all the way with us, super hardworking, & they are like super anxious because of our Os. It's like the ''emperor's not anxious but the enunch is'' kind of thing, lol well direct translation. But I like it like that you know, at least you know that there are people who wants you to do well. I like systematically revision, like MrLim's. Physics lesson seems to be of more fun now.





Oh but I was quite pissed with * today. I did text her on Friday & said I got TP infosession on Saturday, oh she didn't even replied my text. Then when I asked her today, she said things like, ''I didn't see your message''& ''oh so that was you'', & she also said something about doing the practical already. Okay fine, great so I've missed the practical(s) together with Agnes. Aww man, yesterday's CME lesson also changed to practical, wthz so unfair please. This doesn't even make sense. You should stop the ''coming to school 2/3 times out of 5 days'' thing. Let's count the number of days you were absent from school & for our lesson. I mean, don't the school ever check the teachers records of being absent from class, no? You seems to be the only teacher having sooooo many mc/leave. Hello, we're graduating classes, we're only 69 more days from O levels.





Omgz, this is so typical of you. I don't really like you now. Even though I have to admit that you're very nice. But have you realise that your absence does not make the heart grow fonder? Does not.

I'm trying so hard to study on my chemistry now. Because I know I'm way beyond hope for it, & I need to do well for Olevels, no more 30+ points wtf o.o


Maybe after all, it isn't your fault.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I have high expectation of others.
Maybe I'm selfish, no I admit I am.
Maybe you really had no choice but to always absent yourself.
Maybe I'm attending school too often, so I think you always absent yourself, even when it's a few times.
Maybe it's just you.
Maybe I'm just right about you.


Oh wait, I'm not the only one thinking this way. I'm not.
I've heard my classmates complaining about you, too. Not only my classmate, but my schoolmates too. So maybe I'm not the only one thinking this way.


I'm sorry if my words are a little harsh, or maybe I went too overboard but well I don't think so. But I hate the feeling of being so lost & helpless. I never like it this way. I just want to express how I feel. Yeah.




I should shut up now & listen to Adam. & Ivy! :)

let's sit beneath the apple tree says:
must concentrate on what you wnana achieve in the future
let's sit beneath the apple tree says:
instead of thinking about what's past and letting it get in your way


Thanks, love you both! <3


I wanna sleep now. Mock exam tomorrow, sat & monday. Omgz so many mock exams coming uppppp. Goodnight! :)

I feel slightly better after ranting out!