In the process of Regine's birthday card,
I think I am really sweet + sweet okay! To do this for her, and write so many words in my message!
And on Regine's birthday,
We went to study before the surprise celebration, ass she don't wanna take any photos with me.
You know what, I was really upset yesterday and I do not know why. I got so annoyed and irritated over something, or maybe it was nothing at all. No, I think it was something bothering me so badly. It is almost everything. Eh I'm not trying to be contradicting here but I was so annoyed, and I'm still pretty annoyed now. It's everything, really.
You know what I am so annoyed with the whole wide world I know it is not like they owe me my life or whatever kind of thing but it's like I hate it when everything starts crashing onto me like nobody's business. I got really upset with MdmRiah because of the E-learning thing I find it sooooooo last minute and I never like last minute thing even like the damn school giving us our exam timetable like only 2 weeks before the exam and I remember what happened last year okay bloody gave us the timetable like only 2 days before our paper one bloody hell. E-learning stuffs are annoying and what worst E-learning week is over already yet I don't know why she gave us our work like only on the 10 of April whatever I am so very annoyed.
Not like I'm so bloody free lorhz don't say I spend too much time online seriously when I'm appearing offline I am studying okay and and and right school is so bloody stressful lah.
Tests + Miss Chung's daily homework + more homework + more essays + E-learning + MYE revision + more studying for Os + more tests = WTF I SWEAR I AM BLOODY STRESSED OKAY.
Get it ? No, you don't I know.
Back to my point of being very last minute & irresponsible. I cannot stand it when people are always the last minute kind. Especially when you need a lot of time, but then they only give you like a short time to complete everything it's so bloody annoying okay. Like Miss Chung always give last minute tests, only tell us 2 days before, can't she just tell us before the weekends! Omg just screw yourself please.
I'm sorry to the whole world, I have been very very straight forward lately and I know this is bad because I should not be so straight forward and blabber all my thoughts out. Call me a typical O blood type person I don't mind. I am still very annoyed. Even when people take their own sweet time to do things, like you know how much I hate to dine out with my family is because they often take their own sweet time, and the best part of the whole thing is they always make a lot of unnecessary comments + ask unnecessary questions + unnecessarily waste time. Omgz you don't know how much time means to me, it means the whole entire world to me okay.
Bloody hell you should be bloody supporting me instead of yelling nagging into me. Why do you always bloody have to pull me down. It's not the first time already lah, and tell me, HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOUR PARENTS DOESN'T THINK HIGHLY OF YOU __ KNN. HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN EVERYONE DOESN'T SUPPORT YOU. TELL ME HOW DO YOU FEEL. Bad karma.
Then you know sometimes people around you can be really annoying like making a lot of unnecessary noises just to get others attention. Or even asking questions when they already have the answer in them. Making useless comments. Don't you think it is like, extra yes. TELL ME, IS THIS NECESSARY ?! NO. I MEAN NO. So annoying what a waste of time + your stupid energy.
WHATEVER I VENT MY ANGER ALREADY. I know I should not be so annoyed but whatever I am, I really am.
Oh before I end my ohsoangry post, I was so glad partner was there yesterday. Thank you so much for being such a great listening ear. It's like, this kind of friend go where find kind okay. I'm not speaking evil of you, and for the first time I'm speaking good of you. But anyway, thank you very much for being such a nice & great listener.
Even though sometimes, I wish there's a, one man is an island kind of thing ..
Shall end here, study my ass off. Goodnighhht!
Oh, and. Thank you partner for yesterday, thank you very very muccccch. I like great listening ears instead of talkers heehee.
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