In a moment of folly,

I feel so screwed up.

First, I actually screwed my English oral (sucker, I know).
I don't know why I always have the stomachpain kind of thing when it is my turn. I remember last year I was complaining to Shawn & Shaowei, & this year it's Weishan. I can't help it that I always have such pains -.- nehneh, really got the nervous system mehszxz ?

Secondly, I screwed up today's paper. Yes both of them. I feel so disappointed in myself, yet & all over again.

Some pictures from last week,


Jolene, Miss Ng & Fenglin


That Yixin teacher & I.

Second class photo!

(with Julini)

Collected spects on Saturday at Katong. I realise how much I miss Katong, walking down the streets of Katong & all. Pretty sure I'm gonna shoot Katong area someday (:

Oh, & damn it. I miss a number in 4D. Bloody helllllllll, I got so pissed off -.-

Sunday was sort of stay in. Oh anyway, my exam is like in 12 days time. God bless me, I need to get at least a 90 to score a distinction. All the way to North bridge road, better be good. I need to do well. At least, put in the best effort, all don't do at all.

And today ..
I actually did something in a moment of folly. Yes I really did. I wanted it all along, but I was afraid & didn't dare take the risk. I'm actually afraid of risking sometimes, but yeah whatever it is. I'm so irritated at what it is now, how bad life can be. I am really irritated & annoyed by almost every slightest thing around me. It's worst when there is people to provoke me. PMS or whatever, I don't know, but I know it's bad.

Just in a moment, you'll know what I have done.
But well, I did it with the girls, just the 3 of us (:

I don't know if I'm suppose to be happy or not, but I may be a happy girl again.
But then, I think I'm risking everything, even myself, and maybe even you.

Stop here for now, goodnight!

P.S. Thank you so much love, you've been a great help, really <3