I miss you, you know?

You don't know how badly I miss you

I miss clique, you know ?


(ain't the girls a crazy bunch?)

It has been a week since we last sat at a table together. Be it during recess time or lunch. It has been a week since we actually sat down on the same table to talk & laugh at each other.


No, we did not quarrel or what. It just so happened that our Superteen falls on different date & day. So we are not able to have lunch & recess together for a week.


But all I could do is, seeing Regine walked pass, shout 'I miss you Regine!' kind of thing. I know Regine & Yanyee miss me too lorhzz. I miss them a lot, you know ? And Lynn & Vivien too. Just that I did not get to see them today. Aww. But it's alright, there's still half + 1 clique! And besides, we can see each other on Thursday (yay). Awwwwww :)


School has been alright so far, mathematics is crazehhhh): & I thought I said I would work hard ? I want it to be a fulfilled promise. I'm not making any empty promises again. Did I mention that I scored 25/40 for my English ? Yes, no ? I think it is a good start (:


Even though I failed my Chinese): damnit.

I feel so bad & guilty towards you, & I don't know why):

Maybe it's because you're having a hard time,

yet not forgetting about Him and me.

Thank you very much, but I'm having a hard time here myself too.

I know I broke my promise to God, I'm sorry.

ONE MORE THING, I AM VERY PISSED OFF AND IF I DON'T BLOG OUT I WILL NEVER FEEL BETTER.

HI DAD I HOPE YOU SEE THIS.

I don't wish to talk to you anymore. Every conversation we have, we always ended up quarrelling. I rather not talk to you then. I think you're damn unreasonable. Stop living in your own world. Don't you think you are so self-centered, why didn't you thought of me before ? Everyday GCE here GCE there. I AM SO VERY IRRITATED, YES I REALLY AM. You don't see me studying because you're not home. Don't you realise you are always home late at night. Not seeing doesn't mean it did not happen. You guys abandoned me during the weekends first, so I obviously started my own activities of studying out. So who ditch who first ?! Seems like I don't have a my own space at all. I don't wish to hate you like how my friend hate his Dad. You know I don't. But I find it very hard to talk to you already.

Even Mom. Who is more interested in stupid maple story than in talking to me. Oh good, maybe I'm the one living in my own world, maybe I'm the self-centered one. Mom, I think you care more about Maple, scamming others with that asshole brother than any other thing else. Come on, you are a grown up, I'm sure that you know where is your limit. Even I know my own limits. So what about you ? Only know how to complain when the maple connection get cut off ? What about the times my things were shut down because of your stupid maple. Shouldn't I felt worst. Yeahlah yeahlar, all your games + photography + whatever you have IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME.

OKAY SO BE IT. That is it.

Much love, your dearest princess.

OKAY I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW. I MISS BFF.