Just like it is.

They say true love doesn't come to you, but it is within you.

There are so many things you can agree on, but anything can have two meanings. Like sides of a coin, it just matters how it falls

-The Truth About Forever

"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart."

- One Tree Hill

I don’t know anyone who isn’t haunted by something or someone. And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel or shove it in the back of a closet- our efforts usually fail. So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page or put an old story to rest- finally, finally to rest.

- Grey’s Anatomy

Yeah I like reading quotes, I don't know why. At least there are some that make my day.

I like this, You should never have a regret. Look at it this way instead, if it was good, it's wonderful. If it was bad, it was an experience. Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't change anything, it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.





School seems to be a total waste of time. I have to admit some teachers are really nice to go all the way with us, super hardworking, & they are like super anxious because of our Os. It's like the ''emperor's not anxious but the enunch is'' kind of thing, lol well direct translation. But I like it like that you know, at least you know that there are people who wants you to do well. I like systematically revision, like MrLim's. Physics lesson seems to be of more fun now.





Oh but I was quite pissed with * today. I did text her on Friday & said I got TP infosession on Saturday, oh she didn't even replied my text. Then when I asked her today, she said things like, ''I didn't see your message''& ''oh so that was you'', & she also said something about doing the practical already. Okay fine, great so I've missed the practical(s) together with Agnes. Aww man, yesterday's CME lesson also changed to practical, wthz so unfair please. This doesn't even make sense. You should stop the ''coming to school 2/3 times out of 5 days'' thing. Let's count the number of days you were absent from school & for our lesson. I mean, don't the school ever check the teachers records of being absent from class, no? You seems to be the only teacher having sooooo many mc/leave. Hello, we're graduating classes, we're only 69 more days from O levels.





Omgz, this is so typical of you. I don't really like you now. Even though I have to admit that you're very nice. But have you realise that your absence does not make the heart grow fonder? Does not.

I'm trying so hard to study on my chemistry now. Because I know I'm way beyond hope for it, & I need to do well for Olevels, no more 30+ points wtf o.o


Maybe after all, it isn't your fault.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I have high expectation of others.
Maybe I'm selfish, no I admit I am.
Maybe you really had no choice but to always absent yourself.
Maybe I'm attending school too often, so I think you always absent yourself, even when it's a few times.
Maybe it's just you.
Maybe I'm just right about you.


Oh wait, I'm not the only one thinking this way. I'm not.
I've heard my classmates complaining about you, too. Not only my classmate, but my schoolmates too. So maybe I'm not the only one thinking this way.


I'm sorry if my words are a little harsh, or maybe I went too overboard but well I don't think so. But I hate the feeling of being so lost & helpless. I never like it this way. I just want to express how I feel. Yeah.




I should shut up now & listen to Adam. & Ivy! :)

let's sit beneath the apple tree says:
must concentrate on what you wnana achieve in the future
let's sit beneath the apple tree says:
instead of thinking about what's past and letting it get in your way


Thanks, love you both! <3


I wanna sleep now. Mock exam tomorrow, sat & monday. Omgz so many mock exams coming uppppp. Goodnight! :)

I feel slightly better after ranting out!

Hi I'm damn annoyed.

Hello world, I'm fucking annoyed by my parents. Screw them, fucking unreasonable. Yeah, just put the blame on me. *plays the put the blame on me song by akon* K whatever lah, just let it be. You guys are waaaay beyond )(*&^%$#@! Fuck off lah. Stop comparing me with others for god's sake. Yeah, seems like I'm being despised.

So what if I'm a revengeful person. You know karma. It will come back to you someday, when unreasonable people blames everything on you like how you fucking did to me. Thanks huh, yeah so I'm a major loser in your eyes. So hi, so what if I'm in Coral, I'm still in a Express class, well at least. I thank myself for today, not you. Even though I know I'm not suppose to be here but whatever fucking reason, I made my own achievement.


And, from today onwards, I will no longer be telling you anything related to school work & my personal life. Never ever. Thank you very much.


I should just shut my fucking mouth & bury myself under the books. Great I don't feel like talking to you two anyway. What losers.



I'm fucking annoyed.
Leave me alone.


Kthxbye.


[EDIT]


I hate school, no or maybe some annoying people. I hate practical now. I don't like it when she doesn't do anything, & it's not like it is my resposibility to help her with her practical. Hello, we enter the examination room alone. I'm not blaming her or whatever, but it's quite annoying seeing everyone doing their practical, & when they are lost they have their partner to turn to. Not like I don't have a partner, but my partner seems to be make of wood/like a block. There's no use talking to her, she'll just smile sweeeeetly at me & look away.


I'm not good at my practical, neither am I good at my sciences. There are times when I can't even help myself, how could I bring myself to help her. Who knows, I'm more lost than her. You know sometimes people can be silent killer. Urgh fuck I hate the feeling of being so motherfucking helpless. So screwed. It's damn annoying I swear.


When I don't help her, yeah thooose people would think that I'm not helping her, yeah I'm selfish or whatever. Eh so what if I'm selfish, put yourself into my shoes lah, try being her partner & lets see if you would help her or not. Hell, I'm not even good at it myself, how could I help others -.- Lastly, it isn't my responsible.


K whatever. I don't hate her. Just that I find it damn annoying, you know I can't work with such people, even though if you say adapt to the surrounding. I can adapt, but hello the surrounding isn't responding at all. Maybe I'm really easily annoyed by others, but if you were me, wouldn't you find it annoying? Getting all the apparatus for your partner & yourself. It's like .. I don't know, no words can describe how I feel. But thanks Sarah, she's always trying to help her & me in practical though. Heehee thannnks!



Yeah, I'm like damn annoyed.


Oh one more, I think H is horrible horrible horrible. I don't like people touching my things. Are you that eager to get everything off & you took all those stuffs & put it on others table?!?! Eh wait, that table also not yours lor. You didn't think about S at all, just dump it all there. Omgz what a horrible person you are. Damn annoying. You could just leave it there first what righhhht?!?!?! Go bang wall & die, I hope you can get out of my sight. No, I'm not the only one disliking you.



I don't know what's with me but I just don't like it.

Yeah H shouldn't even talk to me or annoy me any further. I think my words can be really harsh. So sometimes I chose not to talk, especially right infront of you.

Racial Harmony Day!

Racial Harmony Day in school :)


We were encouraged to wear ethnic costumes to school! Thank you Sarah for lending me yours, I like, cause it's red. Heh.


School started off with taking classphotos!




Aww man, I think I'm like in the middle of nowhere, even blocking Fernelli! Sorry Fernelli!



Agnes, Fenglin & I :D


Jolene & Wilson. Omgz one head different, yeah thanks ):
Wilson & I have been classmates for 4 years, yes 4 years omgz. I don't know how I actually survived this whole 4 years with him heehee, this is the I-don't-know-how-many times I've said it.



Heh, who's the striking kid!


Fadly & I :)



Suaidah & I!


Egg egg egg egg egg.


Jolene & Fadly! :D
Anyway, he has been my friend for like 4 years, yes throughout my whole secondary school life.


Aww man, I love Lina's kimono! Awesome right?





HAHAHA EH I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WITH MY FACE!



Egg, Julini & I :)



My bestfriend in class, KohShuXiannnzxz (not forgetting Eecheng & Jingguo). Heh heh. You know why we're bestfriends? Cause we're in the same exact class for every single lesson. What losers ): Heh nevermind we work hard togetherrrrr :)



Esther Leow!





Shirleeey!



XiaoPang! ''sorrlie sorrly sorley'' HAHAHAZ. I like doing Maths with Xiaopang, but horhz, Xiaopang I got like blueblacks on both sides of my hands lehhh. Stupid kid, always pinch me. I not soooo fat like you! Heehee.





Meet my awesome class :)









Joshua Kung whooots nice :D


Meet P8! :)







HAHAHA we never fails to live up to our name. Always doing crazy stuffs.










Fernelli & I :)






Krystel & I!




EGG & I GOT THE SAME EXPRESSION YO!


Meet the most pinchable kid, XiaoPang :D













I like our dressing! Because his is those really striking blue & mine's redddd. Some more it's like those chinese/malay kind. Heh I likkkke :)
Fatty fatty heehee.



It's not a sin to be short, yes short heh :/



''whoa fierce fierce!'' (clap hands) & do the bird sound. HAHAHA. Meet Eecheng, this is Eecheng. I think he's daaamn comical in class, though can be quite annoying, but nevermind, he's a really nice/comical person. His actions never fails to make me laugh, ''of cloxz!'' HAHAHA.



Nice nice I likkke.



Eggytaytay Agnes.


Lingfeng/Jason & I!


Agnes Fenglin & I.



Jerrica & I.


Nadiah & I :)


Jolene, Suaidah & Nadiah!


Shaowei & I. With Shirley behind lol.


TIMMMMMM.



Tim tim tim :)



Jolene & Shirley!



Suffian & I :D


The stiking kids.

Tim, Jolene & Xiaopang :D



Sarah & I!



FADLLLY.






Umairah!


Siuli, me like her cheongsaaam.





Her cheong sam chio right ? So pretty me love.


Cheryl & I :D




Jolene & Deborah :) Wheee.




Lastly, P10 :D


Heh, school seems really fun that day, love you people! :)


Oh anyway, if you want your pictures to be send to you, add me on MSN/ or email me! Because I don't have some people's MSN. Like, siuli siuli siuli! HAHAHA, hor siuli hor? Deborah, Cheryl & yeah .. Add me at joyforte@hotmail.com. Find me there :]

Or you can email me :)